Thursday, December 27, 2007

Almost the end of the year!

Its almost 2008, and this time last year I was nowhere near the person I am now. This year has seen me grow from a "Once a month head to Church to socialise Christian" into a fully committed Christian who is now exploring the Calling of Officership!

This past year has brought me many challenges. I was quite sick the first half and I think it was then that I really began to realise the Awesomeness of God; Every prayer we prayed was answered. I am now "cured" and back to my healthy self!

In my journey with God this year, I also realised that I've grown apart from some of my Closet friends. But the positive, I have also made many new friends and grown closer to other people which have been much healthier relationships than I've probably ever had!

I have decided that I'm going to defer/leave my course at Uni. I want to take a year to spend time focusing and working on what God wants me to do. I'm planning to expand my studies at the College and possibly do the Gap year that is being introduced there. If that doesn't come about I plan to take on other Subjects at the College (most definitely Old Testament B :P) and see where God takes me.

Its this time of year that many people begin to think of their New Years Resolutions. I have always thought of this as being a waste of time. But a short conversation with a friend last week, made me realise that New Years Resolutions when done properly are done with God. We can use the new year to recommit ourselves to him. This coming year I've decided I need to bring myself closer to God (There is always room for improvement) I want to read more of my bible, I am very slack when it comes to that. I also need to Pray more often than I do. So my main priority for this coming year is to read the entire bible over 2008 (already downloaded a great plan!), and to make Praying a daily ritual. These are things I think God has been challenging me about recently. So with God's help I hope I achieve my goals.

God has quite a bit planned for me in the coming years, I'm very excited to see where he takes me!

I hope your Christmas was great, and that your New Year is a happy and healthy one!

Love and God Bless!
Amy
xox

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Time Flies

Apparently I have been a slacker when it comes to writing blogs, I say I have been extremely busy. With what? Some may ask.

Well November was about the busiest month I have had this year...
The 2nd Of November was my brother James' Birthday, He was 18! I celebrated by going to Luna Park for the MCD Youth event! Haha yes I am a great sister spending my Brothers 18th away from him but it was awesome fun! Went on many rides, many times. Saw people I hadn't seen in awhile.

On the 3rd Of November, I travelled to Hamilton for James Party. It was a good night, Hamilton received the largest downpour of rain they'd had in quite a few months. Drinks were drunk, maybe a few to many by my brother, there was much laughing and a great time was had by all!

Melbourne Cup day, 6th Of November, was spent with the Altona Corp. They had a Picnic day in Lara at Serendipity Park. I got to catch up with my beautiful 'sister' (long story there) Christine. God is doing some amazing stuff in her life, it really is exciting!

The weekend of the 10th Of November, my family were invited to Broughton to celebrate the 50th Anniversary of the Broughton Hall. It was a great weekend! Lots of People, Lots of food (fit for kings). It was good seeing people we hadn't seen in quite a few years. Also made me feel quite old, seeing all the babies, that are now big children!

The 19th Of November, was my Biology exam! I did splendidly well! Surprised myself and others and got a Credit! Pretty good I must say, I'm very proud of myself!

The following weekend, the 23rd to the 25th was Connections '07. The weekend was just fantastic, I got to see loads of people. I went to a few of the electives and got to listen to some awesome speakers! It was great hearing different views on the Salvos from people outside the Army. We heard the plans The Salvation Army has for the future, and I'm very excited and looking forward to seeing these plans carried out! The Sunday saw the Commissioning of the Heralds of the Good News. Spending quite a bit of time at the College this year, I got to know quite a few of them and it was great seeing them be Commissioned as Officers and find out where God is taking them next. God has lots in store for all of them, and I pray and know God is going to keep them safe throughout their Journeys.

The end of November and the first week of December, I was lucky enough to spend the week in Queensland! I flew up there with my bestest friend Amanda, and we stayed in Jimboomba with Her Auntie and Uncle. It was a great week. We spent lots of time shopping, relaxing by the pool. Went to Sea World and Dreamworld, had lots of fun going on the rides. The weather was good! Cloudy, but it was a constant warmth averaging about 25+ degrees all day everyday. Unlike Melbourne it was safe to go out without a jumper and not worry about it getting cold!

News in the family...
Grandpa has and is quite sick with the flu, Hes getting better now but Pray that he continues to heal!

Mum and Dad moved to Portland on Thursday 7th December. Dad started his Job at Portland Hospital as Hospitality Manager on the 26th of November, and seeing as mum has been working at the Hospital for the past couple of months. Of course the next obvious step was for them to move there. This time, they left James behind in Hamilton (we decided they are starting to make a habit of moving as soon as us kids turn 18). Pray for the family as Dad settles into his new job, my younger brothers Daniel and Michael settle into a new town, and a new school, and Pray for James who will now be living out of home for the first time! :S

News with Amy...
WELL Amy had a meeting with Marney Turner today, for those of you who don't know, she and her Husband are the Territorial Candidate Secretaries. Now this does not mean that I'm going to College next year, We just had a chat about what God was calling me to do, and exploring the possibility of College. Which now to me seems like its definitely on the agenda for the future, when is up to God. At the moment I feel that God wants me at Werribee, helping lead the Youth closer to him.

Also! I got my results back for Old Testament, High Distinction for my Essay, Credits for my Tutorial, Reflection and Book Review. Good Effort I must say!

That's all for now folks, I will try to blog more often from now on. Apparently if I don't I'll be taken off peoples blog lists. To help keep me safe for a little while... Check out Aaron's New blog! http://www.stormtheforts.blogspot.com/ He's making me look bad and now blogging most nights.

Love and God Bless You All!
Amy
xox

P.S. 14 Sleeps till Christmas!! YAY!!

Friday, October 26, 2007

Two Months Today!! Sorry Guys!

Sorry its been so long everyone! Been busy doing Im not exactly sure what.. But Ive been pretty flat out! Thats my excuse anyway :P

So What has been happening?? Well...
  • I now have another 2nd cousin! Alliesha Margaret Nugent. Born about a month ago bright and early on a Saturday morning. So now that is 2 gorgeous editions to the family. Makes family gatherings even more exciting having two babies to play with!
  • Im now 20! Thats scary. Well it was the first day or so, but now its cool! Im over being Old.
  • Breaky Club is going great!! Im sure it was before I started but since Ive been there its been awesome, had about 75 kids come through Wednesday just gone, thats our estimation its hard to count when the kids are taller than you and are coming and going farely quick.
  • Had some great youth gatherings over the past couple months! As well as our normal gatherings Pete organised a dicipleship conference for us 'regulars' That was great! I think the youth got quite a bit out of it. I know I did!! Would of been even better if we could have spent more time on it.
  • Been studying quite a bit lately. End of year brings many assignments, and things to do.. well it does if you leave to the last minute like I do
  • I finished all my classes this week, for both Old Testament and Biology, Biology I'm excited about finishing, but Old T I loved that so its a bit sad.. Still have my Bio exam to complete on the 19Th Nov. Pray I pass it, I really need it out the way!!
  • I decided this week also, that I'm gonna do what I want next year :D haha that makes me sound kinda self centered, but its not really. I have had many people asking me what I'm planning to do next year, am I staying at Uni? If not what else am I going to study? I had no idea. I myself would rather spend the year working at Coles, doing a couple more subjects at the College and becoming more involved with the youth.. So that's what I'm gonna do!! I decided I'm gonna do what I want and see how it goes and where God takes me. Most of you reading this may guess where it is heading, but I'm not so sure so I'm taking things slow.
  • Also in news, Ill be getting enrolled as a Soldier sometime over the summer holidays, Got to start the classes yet but hopefully get enrolled sometime in January!! Aaron may be doing the service. See what happens, but should be great either way. Ill keep you all posted, be awesome to have you all there!

Anyway, was a short and sweet post today. Got many things planned for the next month so may be another wait for the next one, but I promise it will be awesome!

I'll Leave you all with the verse I've had stuck in my head for the last day or so..

"The Lord is my Shepherd." Psalm 23:1

God is the only one who knows what our futures hold. Have faith and let him take the lead.

God bless.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Gods Been A Challanging!!

Wow its been ages!! I hope you're all doing Fabulously well!! I have been flat out these past few weeks! So much has happened! Its been great!!

God has been challenging me a lot. HEAPS in fact! I've come to the realisation (well decided really) that the course I'm doing at Uni (Medical, Forensic and Analytical Chemistry) is not what I want to do anymore. I'm really enjoying Old Testament!! I LOVE IT! I love going to College prayers in the morning before class.. Love hanging out and talking to everyone in the college.. Thursday arvo just gone, Aaron left me with his keys while he had a meeting and I decided I would get some bio work done (because there was more chance of me getting it done there than at home where I'm easily distracted) I felt at home! Crazy really, but its true! I'm thinking that maybe this is where God is pointing me too. Yes there you all go, I admitted it.. Maybe Officership... But NOT YET!

God has also been challenging me about the youth at church, well in Werribee area really! I was asked by Pete Stamp to help him with the Kids that go to Breaky Club Wednesday mornings. They needed a Younger female that the girls that came along could easily relate to. I went the Wednesday before last and LOVED that too! I figured its my favourite meal of the day.. FREE and I get to talk!! Eating and Talking! My favourite Hobbies! That day after Breaky Club I went to hang out at the church before Uni started, I had a great talk to Judy and Gaylene about the girls in the church needing a younger female leader type person. This is something that had been in the back of my mind for a very long time. I told them that, and they said that it is definitely something I should pray about and seriously consider. I have and I believe this is something that God wants me to get into! WooHOO!

I also decided that week that I want to start working towards becoming a soldier. I think that is is something I want to do, so that I can be a better Role Model to the youth. I don't think it would be right for me to be helping the young people in the church become closer to God, when I haven't made that public statement. Yes I do know its not a compulsory thing to be a soldier. I'm just saying I wouldn't feel right ministering to the young people in Werribee without becoming one. Make sense? mm It has also been on the back of my mind for a little while now.

Today I participated in a leadership type conference 'Blood and Fire' at our church. It was great!! I got so much out of it! The Holy Spirit was moving MASSIVELY! Was Fantastic!! I did the electives 'small groups' That was great! Got quite a bit out of it!! Some stuff I plan to take to my mall group and talk to them about, and also quite a bit for when I start my own. I also did 'body language' that was cool! learnt so much stuff about what different gestures mean etc and how to use them to make other people feel comfortable while talking to you. That kind of thing. Then I was in mentoring. I learnt quite a bit. Really enjoyed the one on one practical with Jo. :) I realised I need to find someone who can mentor me. Someone who can listen to me think out loud, and hold me accountable to my decisions and goals! Any suggestions on who, are very welcome :P The worship part of the day was also great!! The holy spirit touched many people today! Very exciting! Praise God!!

Some other things that have happened recently:

Some of you may know.. Mum and Dad were planning to move back to Melbourne! Dad went for TWO jobs in Melbourne, one as a teacher of Community Service type stuff, and another as a nurse at the Children's Hospital. He got offered both! He accepted the nursing Job, and so it was decided that he would move down to start the Job end of August and Mum would follow with the rest of the clan next year. BUT! They were very undecided for quite awhile about the whole moving thing and decided last week, that it was God's will to stay in Hamilton. Mum got offered a job as a midwife on the Portland Hospital team. This is something Mum had been wanting to do when she finished her midwifery course. So they have decided to accept the offer and stay in Hamilton. I'm not exactly over the moon about it. But God's Will is God's Will, not mine.

My beautiful Cousin Margaret had her Baby boy on Thursday 23rd August. Jaxson Murray Marchett 9.5 pounds. Big boy! Hes a darl. The most gorgeous boy born in quite awhile!! hehe! One down one to go. Her sister Marnee is also due a baby in the coming weeks! A baby girl apparently, so that will be exciting! One of each kind to play with! haha! YAY!

Love and God Bless to you ALL!
xoxox

Friday, August 3, 2007

I'M EXCITED! woooohooooo! I don't know why really... but I am!

These are a few things that have happened this week:
  • Sunday: I went to 614 Salvos in the morning with Bec. That was a great experience :D Marnee Turner spoke. Shes a great speaker! We decided to stay for lunch. Now THAT was an experience. Bec and I went last in line, and so when we had finally got our food we found there were no more tables left. Being the smart thinkers we are we decided to set up another table. We put our food down and went and got a table. We then went to get the chairs, and turned around to realise our table was no longer ours. It was now full! So we put our chairs down and got another table. We then wen to get our food. Only to find someone had taken mine! Someone had STOLEN my food! Hahahahaha! It was hilarious. Any of you that have been to 614 will understand why, but for everyone who hasn't. 614 is a church where a lot of people off the street go. At least God used my plate of food to feed someone who was hungry and needed it more than me :)
  • Sunday night: I went to Werribee again! I been 4 weeks in a row! :D I'm excited. hehe. Gaylene spoke, shes also a great speaker!! Both her and Marnee spoke on the same topic. Difference being that Gaylene was mostly preaching to the already converted, but Marnee wasn't! I got a lot out of both their sermons. GOD IS GOOD! :D
  • Monday: wasn't too exciting. I worked 12-7 long day went slow. But that night was very interesting/exciting! I had a good conversation with my daddy. :D I then had a few thoughts! yep! They were exciting! But then it got better!, I had a good friend of mine (who ive only recently started being in contact with again) he asked me to pray for him! I was pretty excited. No one has really asked me to do that and hes not a Christian! GOD IS FANTASTIC!
  • Tuesday: I spent the afternoon with my friend Ben! Hadn't seen him in over a year! so that was exciting. We saw the Simpson's movie. Funny movie! Then, I had another person I was talking to on MSN ask me to pray for her friend! This girl is already a very dedicated Christian but it was still great! GOD IS WONDERFUL!
  • Wednesday: I still couldn't get rid of my excited mood for some reason. Not that I wanted to of course. Its Great being happy excited all the time! :D I worked again. that was quite good! Been very quiet lately :) I then caught up with my friend Sarah for dinner! Shes been in Japan so it was great seeing her again :D Later, (again being on MSN as most my nights end up), I had one of our youth at church tell me she had just admitted, to our Officer, that she did want God in her life! GOD IS AWESOME!
  • Thursday: Yesterday. I had a nice and early start. OLD TESTAMENT! WooHOoo! I'm really really enjoying it. Its such a challenge, and I Love challenges! That's not the only reason I'm enjoying it. I'm learning A lot. So far Ive left each class going whoa! I also enjoy spending the time at the college! haha Many great people there. Don't think I could live there tho.. :P Not yet anyway.. I LOVE GOD! (just had to put that somewhere)
  • TODAY I FINALLY RECEIVED MY OLD T BOOK! I WAS/AM EXTREMELY EXCITED!! woooohooooo! Tomorrow, my parents come down for a couple of nights! One of my cousins baby shower is this weekend :D

OH and just now. I had a visit from the Mormons! I actually think they came through my work yesterday shopping haha! They came today to spread the word. They wanted to come in and share there beliefs with me. Nice boys they were although I still didnt let them in. I told them I was a Salvo, and am studying Old Testament, and then just took a pamphlet to read :) Next time Ill be ready.. Maybe challange them a bit.

This visit has made me think now tho, How come we as Salvos don't go 'door knocking' to spread the word? Many people only hear or know about us being a charity, and only ever come into contact with us when we are collecting, just a thought...

Think that's enough for now. Hope you are all doing well, and God continues to keep you all safe. Many blessings :)
xoxox

Monday, July 23, 2007

If your Happy and you know it Clap your Hands!!

GooooooooD Evening! How are you all?? I'm feeling great!! I'm Happy, yes I'm just about always Happy, but at the moment I'm very Excited Happy! GOD IS GREAT! Yes He Is!! WoooHoooo!!

God is doing great things with my Family, I believe, I cant explain it all now but hopefully soon I can share :D

This morning I went to my Uni to sign up for my Biology Lab Classes. I found out that I don't have class for another week!! I thought I had to start next Monday. But I actually don't start till the 6th of August! YAY!

My Dad came down tonight, Hes staying till Thursday! I'm excited. Hes down on business :D

I start Old Testament Thursday! I'm extremely excited! I'm not sure why, because Old Testament has always sounded really boring to me (still does a little), but I am! Hahaha! Tonight Dad brought me a few of his old College books. This made me even more excited. I now have a whole series of Old and New Testament Bible Commentaries (they look really good/useful!), an illustrated Bible Dictionary, another Bible Commentary (not as detailed as the others though), and a couple of other Bible Dictionaries. Oh and a couple of other Christian books, I think Dad no longer needs. I'm not sure where I'm going to keep them, but I will find somewhere!

I also started back at work! Went back Friday before last, I've worked everyday since except two! Its sad, but I actually do enjoy work! Its not the work I do of course, You may not believe it but checkout chick-ing is actually quite boring, Its the people there. I have so much fun socialising!!

I went to church last night in Werribee! I had a great time. I have been there quite a bit the past couple of months, so I am no longer considered 'new' by some people! I used to only get once a month at the most, which meant I would always have people coming up and introducing themselves to me (they were usually always the same few people lol). Now I am known as Amy, no longer 'Ian Peters' daughter!' Its great! I'm even in the corp directory as Amy Peters hahaha! That, to me, is really exciting!

God really is AWESOME! Most of these things may sound very trivial to be excited about. But we should ALWAYS thank God for what he is doing in our lives, no matter how small! I reckon everyone reading this should go to bed each night and thank God for something He has done during the day no matter what!! haha it almost sounds like I'm preaching! LoL I think that means its time for me to stop here!

I Pray that you all have an awesome week, and that God brings you many blessings!
Love to you All,
Amy
xoxox

Monday, July 9, 2007

About Time for Another!

WELL its been quite a while since I last blogged! I haven't been overly busy just kinda lazy and so I apologise to all those dedicated readers for my laziness. :o)

Its been 5 and a Half Weeks since my op, and I'm still going GREAT!! hehe ITS AWESOME! No pain! I am much more energetic! I have my appetite back, better than ever so am 'always hungry' much to the annoyance of my friends! And My scar has healed very nicely except for the occasional ITCH that drives me crazy! haha!

Much has happened in the past month!
Brett Stobie married the Lovely Susan Downing! It was a Gorgeous Wedding! Absolutely Beautiful! May God Bless them both! =D

The AWESOME Bec Marsh turned 21! She had a Masquerade Party, Great fun was had by all!

Last week Bec and I House sat the Stobies! It was great fun! We had a great time playing Husband and Wife. Bec being the husband, going out to work most days; and me playing the wife, staying home to take care of the house and the animals. We were very disappointed to have to hand the keys back to the rightful owners. House sitting gave us a taste of what it would be like to move out (minus the cost involved of course =P). If any of you out there ever need a house sitter, Bec and I will gladly put our hands up for the job!

Last Tuesday I had a meeting with Greg Morgan, the Dean of Studies at The Salvation Army Training College, and so it is now Official that I will be commencing study next semester!! As an EXTERNAL student (just to make that clear) Ill be studying one Unit, Old Testament. I will also be going back to Uni to redo my most favourite subject of all time, Biology (yay! NOT!). It will definitely be an interesting contrast; studying Old Testament at the same time as learning about evolution hahaha!

Last night I went to werribee! It was very quiet, everyone being away on holidays. David spoke and mentioned a couple of verses which I thought were awesome!

Jeremiah 29:11-13
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

I know a few people that I think need to be reminded that God is looking out for us, no matter how bad things are. He will give us everything we need, we just have to ask and have faith that he will provide. It may not come as soon as we like or in a way that we expect, but he will provide!

That's all for now. Thanks again for all your prayers of late, God really has answered them!!

May God Bless you all Greatly!
Love Always,
Amy
♥ ♥ ♥

Friday, June 8, 2007

You make me wanna shout! Hallalujah!

WoooHoooo!! Well I'm back! Not that its been that long, but It was today last week I had my surgery! GOD IS AWESOME!!

We arrived at the hospital early Friday morning as told, only to find out I was last on the list! This meant that we would be spending most of the day waiting around. YAY! haha nah it wasn't to bad, the Pre-Surg nurses gave me and mum a pager so we could go wander around. At 11.30 we were to be back in Pre-Surg as this would be when the team who would be doing my surgery would start to come and give us a brief on what would be happening.

The first to come see us was the anaesthetist he told me what he'd be doing to keep me from feeling anything while the surgery was happening and what pain relief I could receive. This is where my first fear was relieved, He told me I didn't have to have an epidural unless I really wanted one, which of course I really didn't! That was what scared me most about the whole procedure, only because I didn't fully understand what it meant. Someone had told me I wouldn't be able to walk and that it would hurt getting it done in the first place.

The second doctor to come see us was one of the surgeons, he came down to explain what exactly they would be doing and what the risks involved were etc. Most of these we knew... then he mentioned doing something to my Kidneys! Me and mum just looked at each other 'What the??' He then explained that the area where my bowel was so inflamed, was in the same area as the tube that connects the bladder to the kidney so in order to protect the tube from being cut accidental they would first stick a catheter (stint) inside so they could see it. This stint will then be removed in 6 weeks or so apparently =S We were then left to wait till about 12.30 when the nurse came and stuck angel cream on my hands so that when the stuck the iv in when I got to theatre it wouldn't hurt! Gotta love the kids hospital =D At 2pm the time finally arrived, the nurse walked us to the theatre where they sat me on a bed. They then wheeled me into the room where they put you to sleep. That's the last thing I remember =P


I awoke later that night and was told that approximately 26cm of my bowel was removed and they had also found the cause of my sore leg! They found an abscess (pretty much a bag of pus, eww) attached to the muscle of my leg! The doctor was surprised that I only had a slight limp because of it, and that I wasn't in heaps more pain. (All thanks to God I say!!)

Recovery went really well! Again I surprised the doctors and the best part was I wasn't feeling any pain, only using the morphine to sleep and for those damn heparin injections GO GOD! =D I was able to get up to the toilet on Saturday, already starting to feel hungry and hearing noises in my tummy on Sunday, STARVING Monday but still not allowed to eat or drink :( Tuesday I was finally allowed clear fluids so the ward went through there jelly, juice and cordial pretty quick hehe and then Wednesday! I was allowed to eat!! My first meal toast and honey with apple juice. YUM! THURSDAY HOME!!

Thanks to everyone for their thoughts and prayers. God really did answer them and is continuing to do so with a speedy recovery! GOD IS GREAT!!

Love and GodBless
Amy
XXOO


Thursday, May 31, 2007

Big day tomorrow! EEEEEK!

Hi Everyone! Its been a long time between blogs, I have been really busy with work and other stuff getting ready for my big day tomorrow!! As most of you probably know (or have read) I'm having my operation tomorrow!! =D ITS EXCITING! SOOO I would leave a blog today seeing as I wont be blogging for a couple of weeks or more...
Not really much to say I must admit! I do want to say that I feel privileged to have such great family and friends looking out for me!! I want to thank all those that are praying for me =) I also want to thank those that are just thinking of me. I didn't realise how many friends I actually had! I don't want to sound big headed or anything, But so many people have said that they'll come visit me in hospital or at home when I'm out! hehe I feel really special!!
So the big day is tomorrow! Its come around so fast! I think I have pretty much worked nearly everyday since I found out the date just to keep myself busy in order not to think to much about it all! Also because I wont be earning any money for the entire time I'm off work so yea!! that was my boss excuse to get me to work hahaha! 'Amy you'll need the money, work for me tomorrow?' I'm still not nervous, everyone keeps asking but i don't think the nerves will hit until I need to sleep tonight! I pray the nerves don't hit at all! that would be awesome!
I went out last Saturday night, It was my last weekend out for awhile! For dinner Aaron and I went to the Werribee youth 'Dinner with the boys/girls' Pete Stamp organised it and it was very well done! There are so many new youth there now!! Its amazing I hardly knew anyone there which I think is a good thing because it means God is bringing in new youth to werribee!! PRAISE GOD!! After dinner I went and met some friends in the city at the Elephant and Wheelbarrow Pub! It was pretty good, must admit not as much fun as dinner though!!
Hmmm I think that is pretty much all my news for now! Hope all is going well in your lives, MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL! and Thanks again for all your thoughts and prayers!
LOVE YOU!
Amy
xxoo

Monday, May 14, 2007

WoooHoooooo!! Good news!! God is GOOD! =D

WOOHOOO! Today was a goood day! Today i finally got the long awaited news of when my operation will be! Its going to be the afternoon of Friday the 1st of June =D 3 Fridays away! Very Exciting! Its also a little nerve wrecking, I also got the pleasure of hearing all the risks involved...
For instance,
  • If the end-part of my bowel that they cut out can not be joined properly, there may be the need for a colostopy bag (spelling) which wouldnt be nice. (that would only be a temporary thing tho =] )
  • Theres also the chance of infection and bleeding (same as any other major operation really)
  • Theres the chance that other parts around the inflammed part of my bowel also may be affected/or damaged, which would have to be fixed.
  • Umm there was other stuff mentioned I think but I cant remember exactly

So anywho, Ill be having this operation which will make me ALL better! Well pretty much anyway! =D The operation itself involves removing approximatly 30 cm of my bowel, where the large and small bowel join. They will also remove my appendix seeing as its there and removable! haha fun!

Thats my news for now! Please keep me in your prayers in the coming weeks, leading up and after. In leading up to the operation I'll be coming off all the drugs that are helping me feel alright at the moment so theres a chance that I'm not going to feel the best. BUT the operation is for the best!! hehe WOOOO! GOD IS GOOD! PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED! =D

LOVE AND GODBLESS!

Amy
xxoo

Thursday, May 3, 2007

Its RAINING its POURING! THANKYOU GOD!

This week I have sooo much to thank God for!! First of all, he helped me write an AWESOME bible study on Grace for Tuesday night! hehe I say its Awesome anyway not sure what everyone else thought!
Then Wednesday, My mummy rang my doctor because I have been getting pain in my tummy again and he told us that he was talking to the surgeon at the Children's Hospital and they have decided to go ahead and do my op! They aren't going to worry about asking permission because of my age, because the surgeon is retiring real soon so they wont be able to do much about it! HAHA! yayayaya! Soooo when I go for my next Doctors appointment on the 14th May, Ill be seeing both my doctor and the surgeon and we will pretty much be getting a date for my op! WOOOOOOHOOOOO! PRAISE GOD!! He really does answer prayer you know!
TODAY! I travelled to Hamilton where my Mum and Dad live with my 3 little brothers. The trip was really good!! It seemed to go forever but at the same time I enjoyed it! As It started off quite warm when I left Melbourne, the sun was out and making my car quite hot! But as I started to get closer to Ballarat I could see these dark clouds hovering. They were BLACK! As i got into Ballarat though, it still hadn't started to rain. I was beginning to think that the message mum had sent me saying 'Be Careful its raining heavily' wasn't needed!! I was listening to the Christian radio station on the way through Ballarat. Normally the guy on there is REALLY boring, He has only one tone in his voice and doesn't seem to excited about his job even though he IS able to spread the Good News over Ballarat and the surrounding community. which to me SHOULD be exciting. Anyway, I was listening and today instead of this boring guy they had more songs! I didn't know any of them but I was listening and a song came on called 'Healing Rain' and just as that came on it started to rain heavily!! Before there was only a little bit of drizzle not even enough to wet sponge. BUT now IT WAS POURING!! It was really cool driving out of Ballarat listening to this song. It was like God was healing the earth from the drought. It was AWESOME!
These are the lyrics, Imagine driving down the country road while its POURING with rain and you will have a small glimpse of how amazing it was today. The words are more about the healing God gives to Us but still IT WAS AWESOME!
'Healing Rain' By Michael W Smith
Healing rain is coming down
It's coming nearer to this old town
Rich and poor, weak and strong
It's bringing mercy, it won't be long

Healing rain is coming down
It's coming closer to the lost and found
Tears of joy, and tears of shame
Are washed forever in Jesus' name

Healing rain, it comes with fire
So let it fall and take us higher
Healing rain, I'm not afraid
To be washed in Heaven's rain

Lift your heads, let us return
To the mercy seat where time began
And in your eyes, I see the pain
Come soak this dry heart with healing rain

And only You, the Son of man
Can take a leper and let him stand
So lift your hands, they can be held
By someone greater, the great I Am

Healing rain, it comes with fire
So let it fall and take us higher
Healing rain, I'm not afraid
To be washed in Heaven's rain

To be washed in Heaven's rain...

Healing rain is falling down
Healing rain is falling down
I'm not afraid I'm not afraid...
OHHH and I saw a WHOLE rainbow! Not just half, but a FULL RAINBOW!! It was absolutely beautiful, I had to keep reminding myself to watch the road! GOD IS GOOOOOOD!! WOOOOO!

Love and GOD BLESS!
Amy
xxoo

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Grace... So what??

Tonight was my turn to do Bible Study, It went pretty well I think. People were left kind of quiet so hopefully that is a good thing! I decided that I would talk about Grace. This is because of a comment my dad left me on the blog 'Ive Changed' saying "Grace is a good thing!". I had no idea what he meant by this so I asked him. Of course dad being dad said "do a word study on grace and get back to me"

So thats how it all began! These are my notes from my bible study 'What I've learnt about Grace'

Studying Grace

I started by reading different articles on the net bout Grace

Just about all of them summed up grace as Gods free and undeserving gift of salvation to us all

That wasn’t what dad was looking for though; he wanted me to read every verse with the word grace in it. I found 124 verses in the bible, and no way was I going to read all those (I did try but that confused me more). So I went back to reading up articles on the internet. I decided that in order to be like Jesus we had to live by Grace, and grace was being able to forgive others sins committed towards us without expecting anything back in return. I gave dad my answer and he was happy enough with it, even though he said I would never stop learning about Grace.

I then got a book off Aaron called ‘transforming Grace’ I found that this gave a further explanation of Grace and what it is all about to live by Grace.

What is Grace?

Gods free and undeserving gift of salvation to us all

Romans 3:10-12
10As it is written: "There is no one righteous, not even one; 11there is no one who understands, no one who seeks God. 12All have turned away, they have together become worthless; there is no one who does good, not even one."
No one deserves more of Gods grace than another person. Whether we Christians or whether we are murderers. In Gods eyes we are all equally sinful. No matter what the sin we have committed is.

Isaiah 53:6
6 We all, like sheep, have gone astray, each of us has turned to his own way; and the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all
That’s one of the best descriptions of sin in the bible, ‘each of us has turned his own way’ sin is going our own way, rebelling against God, any act done that is without reference to God. For example, one person’s way may be to give money to a charity while another person’s way is to rob a bank. But neither act is done with reference to God, both persons have gone ‘his own way’

Romans 11:6
6And if by grace, then it is no longer by works; if it were, grace would no longer be grace
Some people believe that in order to be saved, we must work and do good to prove to God that we are worthy, as well as believing that God saved us by Grace. This isn’t what Gods Grace is about. God sent us his son to die for us so that we will live eternally with him. It is only by Grace we are saved.

Titus 2:11-12
11For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men. 12It teaches us to say "No" to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age,
Therfore we are able to live by Grace and by doing so, be moved to do good works/deeds

Living by Grace

Matthew 20:1-16 – The Parable of the Workers in the Vineyard
1"For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire men to work in his vineyard. 2He agreed to pay them a denarius for the day and sent them into his vineyard.
3"About the third hour he went out and saw others standing in the marketplace doing nothing. 4He told them, 'You also go and work in my vineyard, and I will pay you whatever is right.' 5So they went.
"He went out again about the sixth hour and the ninth hour and did the same thing. 6About the eleventh hour he went out and found still others standing around. He asked them, 'Why have you been standing here all day long doing nothing?'
7" 'Because no one has hired us,' they answered. "He said to them, 'You also go and work in my vineyard.'
8"When evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, 'Call the workers and pay them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on to the first.'
9"The workers who were hired about the eleventh hour came and each received a denarius. 10So when those came who were hired first, they expected to receive more. But each one of them also received a denarius. 11When they received it, they began to grumble against the landowner. 12'These men who were hired last worked only one hour,' they said, 'and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.'
13"But he answered one of them, 'Friend, I am not being unfair to you. Didn't you agree to work for a denarius? 14Take your pay and go. I want to give the man who was hired last the same as I gave you. 15Don't I have the right to do what I want with my own money? Or are you envious because I am generous?'
16"So the last will be first, and the first will be last."
In this parable, Jesus is telling us that in the kingdom of heaven, Gods rewards system is not based on merit but on grace. The landowner represents God, showing us that God is graciously aware of our needs and is always working to meet them.

To live like Jesus we must live gracefully

Colossians 3:12-14
12Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. 13Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. 14And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity
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To live with Grace we need to have the characteristics described above. We must be able to show compassion, kindness, humility and gentleness towards others. As well as forgiveness and forbearance

First of all we must be thankful to God for everything he has done for us. By having a thankfull attitude, this will lead us to feel content. In feeling content, living by Grace will be easier. Its hard to show Grace towards others if we feel unhappy with who we are or what we have.

We must show compassion towards others. In other words we must be able to show mercy, pity towards others. Show them that we care. Show kindness and love to everyone! Not just people you like or know, but everyone!

We must ‘clothe ourselves in humility’. Living with pride is the opposite of living with humility, a person with pride would say ‘because I have been faithful and obedient god has blessed me’. Where as a person living with humility would say ‘because of Gods grace at work in me, I have been motivated and enabled to be faithful and obedient’

Forbearance pretty much means ‘put up with’ each other, or be patient with one another. We must put up with or over look the faults and thoughtless acts of others. Again be able to show compassion and kindness to them, even if they annoy you to wits end!

Forgiveness, My dad mentioned the parable of the unmerciful servant
Matthew 18:21-35
21Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?"
22Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times
23"Therefore, the kingdom of heaven is like a king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants. 24As he began the settlement, a man who owed him ten thousand talents was brought to him. 25Since he was not able to pay, the master ordered that he and his wife and his children and all that he had be sold to repay the debt.
26"The servant fell on his knees before him. 'Be patient with me,' he begged, 'and I will pay back everything.' 27The servant's master took pity on him, canceled the debt and let him go.
28"But when that servant went out, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred denarii. He grabbed him and began to choke him. 'Pay back what you owe me!' he demanded.
29"His fellow servant fell to his knees and begged him, 'Be patient with me, and I will pay you back.'
30"But he refused. Instead, he went off and had the man thrown into prison until he could pay the debt. 31When the other servants saw what had happened, they were greatly distressed and went and told their master everything that had happened.
32"Then the master called the servant in. 'You wicked servant,' he said, 'I canceled all that debt of yours because you begged me to. 33Shouldn't you have had mercy on your fellow servant just as I had on you?' 34In anger his master turned him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed.
35"This is how my heave
nly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart."
This parable is pretty self explanatory. We must be able to forgive others as God has forgiven us. If not, he will treat us like the master treated his unmerciful servent

So this is pretty much a summary of what I have learnt in the past few weeks! I must say it is much easier to live by Grace while all your doing is reading and talking about it. Now the challange comes now that I have 'finished' my word study.

Hope you have all learnt something by reading this! May the Grace of God be with you always!

Love and GODBLESS!
Amy
xxoo

Friday, April 20, 2007

Been a rather interesting, busy week for a change..

Good Afternoon readers!! How is everyone?? You can probably tell I'm a little bit Hyper right now ,hehe, too much Chocolate maybe? but OH WELL its good for you I say! =P
This week has been quite the interesting week, and quite busy! Which is quite abnormal for me lately, but its been GOOD!
Sunday night, I went to church in Thornbury. Aaron was speaking so I went to support him! He did an excellent job! and YES GOD IS ABLE!!
  • God is able to save unto to the uttermost!!
  • God is able to transform lives
  • God is able to keep us from falling!!!
  • and finally God is able to keep promises! WOO! exciting stuff!!

(see Aaron i remembered, AND I didn't cheat... much hehe!)

Monday, hmm cant really remember much except I worked. Oh wait yes I do! Monday afternoon I was reading through peoples blogs, catching up on what I hadn't read etc. AND I noticed the Commissioner had replied to one of my comments saying MY previous blog was INSPIRATIONAL! haha I was sooo EXCITED!!! hehe!! I was like WOW the Commissioner had actually found time to read my blog!! WOO! (Thanks Commissioner!! it meant a lot =D) After finding this, I HAD to ring my dad!! hehe!
So Dad decided to have a look at this "Inspirational" blog and left me a comment saying "grace is a good thing" I wasn't too sure what this meant so I messaged him and asked. He told me to do a word study on it and get back to him. (Which I'm in the middle of doing, So when I'm done that will be my next blog)
Tuesday, However. was probably the most interesting day for me so I shall explain.
  • I awoke at 6am I had to start work at 7.30am, a first for me in a VERY long time. (I hadn't been up before 9am in who knows how long, let alone at work by 7.30! haha)
  • I finished work at 11am, planning to go back home to sleep, hehe. BUT unfortunately on my way home I experienced my first ever flat tyre! haha WOO! (NOT!) I was driving home, and coming up to the roundabout on Millers and Kororoit Creek Roads (those who know Altona will know where I mean).
  • I was driving round the roundabout and I kinda slid a bit.. didn't think much of it really until the car next to me *beeeeeeeped* and pointed at my back tyre, seeing as I was almost home I managed to drive home without any problem. Upon getting home I looked at my back left tyre, and sure enough! it was EXTREMELY FLAT! haha!
  • So I went inside and informed Grandpa. He went outside to have a look.
  • While he was outside, the phone rang! It was my dear Mummy, she was ringing to tell me that the Doctor who did my brother James' Surgery had rung her and asked if she would be able to make an appointment for me to see him! We had been praying that this would happen because If he decides to do the surgery, it would mean I wouldn't have to transfer to an Adults hospital, and I would get to have the surgery at the Children's Hospital, where my specialist is! So this has been pretty exciting! a real answer to prayer! So now we gotta keep praying that He will decide to do my surgery!
  • That afternoon, Grandpa and I changed my tyre, we found that it had been punctured with a flat piece of metal 1.5cm long and with my luck, had managed to run my tyre over while it was facing upwards! haha!
  • We booked in my car for new tyres, and to have the much overdue service on Wednesday.
  • That night was Bible Study! I have been really enjoying Bible Study. Its been really good to be around people my own age chatting and discussing our thoughts on God and the bible.
  • Tuesday night was Mandy's turn, she gave us all the spiritual gifts test to do! I hadn't really done one properly before so was quite intrigued as to what the results might be. I found out I have the gift of faith, followed by the gift of missionary, then Helps/service and then Poverty (voluntary)

When I found out about my gift of faith, It made quite a lot of sense to me. I've always had a strong faith I think, whenever something has happened I always thought that God knew what he was doing and He was always out there looking out for us. God is ALWAYS looking out for us he never lets things get too much for us to handle! I remember when I was little, mum and dad had just finished corps councils in Kaniva and everyone was leaving, when my new little Kitten decided to run out as everyone was leaving. It was pretty late at night, I was in bed, and seeing as Sarah was a black cat, mum and dad had no hope finding her in the dark. So they went to bed worrying and trying to figure out how they would tell me my cat had run away. Then next morning when they told me I was like 'Don't worry Mum, Jesus will bring her back!' mum had her doubts but sure enough that night Jesus did bring her back! and she has gone missing quite a few times since then and Jesus has always brought her back safe and sound. hehe! There have been many more times since then, where I believed that God was looking out for us, and although the situations weren't all good I have always believed that things happen for a reason, and God knows what he is doing. Some people say that its the power of positive thinking, that maybe so. BUT its also the power of having faith in God!

Wednesday was pretty uneventful, I got my new tyres and my car serviced! that was exciting! I also worked again, they called me in.. funny because I had just dropped my car off to be done, came out thinking now I owe Grandpa this money I'll have to work my butt off, and get some more shifts at Coles when hey presto! I get called in! haha! WOO!

That's pretty much it for this week.. yesterday was pretty boring, worked again (WOO!) and today hasn't been to exciting. I had my eyes tested. Found out I'm only minorly (is that a word? because the optometrist used it) short-sighted so don't NEED glasses unless it starts to bother me WOOOOOO!!! Grandpa also had a look over my car (as he does) and has noticed that there is a nut missing. NOW he wont let me drive it LOL! I don't know what it is this nut does but he wont let me drive it until it is replaced, and that wont be until next Thursday when the timing belt gets done! SO I'm car-less till then and will have to drive Grandpas car around ERGH!

Stay tuned for next week, when I hopefully will have finished my word study on 'grace' and I'll fill you all in on what I have learnt!

Love and God Bless!
Amy
XXOO

Thursday, April 12, 2007

I've 'changed'

Last night one of my good friends told me that I had changed, we caught up a few weeks ago after not seeing each other since new years. and last night we were chatting when out of nowhere he says 'you've changed' I was like huh?!

I mean I've thought I'd changed a bit, I was actually thinking about it the other day, but it was interesting to find out that it was noticable! Apparently my style has changed, I dress less 'emo' hahaha! which I agreed with! My style in music has changed, which to me hasn't too much because I've always been pretty open when it comes to music! I've also apparently become a lot nicer! haha I thought that was funny because Ive always been nice! hehe =P These things were all good things he said. But then he said there was a bad thing... He said I've become more religious. This I know is true, as you have read in recent blogs I have become closer to God and more outspoken about being a christian, this is what I thought, when I was thinking about how I had changed. I dont see this change as a bad thing though...

My friend is agnostic, he says that all religions are 'fictional'. When I asked why me being more religious was a bad thing he replied that 'it can turn people off you' I can see what he means by it, some non-believers see christians as 'different', people they have to tread carefully with. I experienced this a lot when I moved to Melbourne, and my friends found out dad worked with the Salvos and that I went to church. At first they saw me as the 'innocent one' or 'good girl', that if I said or did something that was 'bad' they would be shocked! They also tried not to swear around me (which was good, I can't stand swearing!!) But soon enough they realised that I really wasnt that different to them, the only thing was that I believed in God and they didn't and we left it at that.

By becoming a more outspoken christian I feel I've become a much happier person and as I was told 'much nicer'!! I dont think this is because my choice in clothes and music has changed, I would say its because of God! and now that I have become more open about my faith, I find it kinda disappointing when my friends see my beliefs as a bad thing. I may not be able to change my friends opinions on God (I pray that I do!) but I think that if people are 'turned off me' because of my beliefs then maybe they weren't the good friend I first thought..

To all those that think I've changed,
I may be more stylish in clothes, and have a 'better' taste in music than 6 months ago. BUT I have always been and always will be a Christian and if people dont like that, then all I can say is 'Im praying for you!'

Love and God Bless
Amy
xxoo

Friday, March 30, 2007

Its funny how God works, and how Satan tries to meddle!

Many weeks ago now, was a Thursday night if I recall correctly, being sick had gotten the better of me. I had just found out that I had to redo my entire semester 2 Biology (and some you guys just don't realise how much I HATE biology!! ERGH!). so ANYWAYS I was in a rather grumpy kinda mood, I wasn't sure whether I wanted to go back to Uni (and at this stage I didn't know I wouldn't be). I wasn't sure what I wanted to do at all! I was talking to Aaron on MSN and he gave me these four verses to look up.
  • Proverbs 16:3 “Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed”
  • John 14:27 “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid”
  • Philippians 4:6 “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God”
  • 1 Peter 5:7 “Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you”
After reading them I was talking to my dad, and I was saying how maybe me being sick a week before Uni was Gods way of telling me not to go back! Funnily enough my dad disagreed with me! He said that maybe it was Satan making me sick, Dad explained how it seemed I had become more involved with God, and been going to church a lot more lately and how its more Satin trying to put a stop to all that and trying to make me loose my faith by making my Crohns flare up!

I thought this was a pretty good explanation and I still do! It seems that me being sick lately has given the opposite consequence to what Satan had planned. While I was sick Brad and I were talking and he asked if I'd be interested in joining a bible study he wanted to start up with our age group at church (because there isn't really anything for us older youth). Of course I agreed, and so we started that Tuesday night! It was pretty good for our first bible study, none of us in the group have ever really been to a bible study so we don't really know what we are doing but it is good to be able to hang out and just chat about god; which I think is most important!

On Monday I bought myself a new bible, I have many of course being an ex officers kid and all, but the ones I have were given to me on special occasions and being the person I am, I don't like writing in them, no matter what people say about it being a bible and that's what its for! haha!

So I bought myself a bible, one that I can use to write in and highlight passages etc. It's a NIV and its black (imitation leather) with a white stripe around the middle. Its really NICE! hehe! So Tuesday I used my bible in the bible study (as you do) and then Wednesday I actually read it out of my own accord! This is something I'm pretty happy about, I've never really done that before. I flicked through the bible just reading bits and pieces that caught my eye.

One passage that caught my eye was Psalm 116 I thought this passage relates to me at this time! well kind of anyway, I think the part at the end about becoming the Lords servant in every way possible is what I want to do! (and no Aaron that does not mean I see myself being an officer!! =P) I must admit, I don't fully understand the entire passage. I think the first part of the passage is quite the extreme, I haven't had any of the feelings expressed in the first half of it. But I have felt that God has somewhat recalled me as a christian and that is where I think the second half of the passage relates to me! I would love to know what you guys think! Maybe I have it completely wrong, haha! Either way tell me so I can try and get the full understanding of what it means.

Well I think that's it for now! To finish I'll leave you with Psalm 116.

PSALM 116
I love the LORD, for he heard my voice;
he heard my cry for mercy.
Because he turned his ear to me,
I will call on him as long as I live.
The cords of death entangled me,
the anguish of the grave came upon me;
I was overcome by trouble and sorrow.
Then I called on the name of the LORD:
"O LORD, save me!"
The LORD is gracious and righteous;
our God is full of compassion.
The LORD protects the simple hearted;
when I was in great need, he saved me.
Be at rest once more, O my soul,
for the LORD has been good to you.
For you, O LORD, have delivered my soul from death,
my eyes from tears,
my feet from stumbling,
that I may walk before the LORD
in the land of the living.
I believed; therefore
I said,
"I am greatly afflicted."
And in my dismay I said,
"All men are liars."
How can I repay the LORD
for all his goodness to me?
I will lift up the cup of salvation
and call on the name of the LORD.
I will fulfill my vows to the LORD
in the presence of all his people.
Precious in the sight of the LORD
is the death of his saints.
O LORD, truly I am your servant;
I am your servant, the son of your maidservant;
you have freed me from my chains.
I will sacrifice a thank offering to you
and call on the name of the LORD.
I will fulfill my vows to the LORD
in the presence of all his people,
in the courts of the house of the LORD—
in your midst, O Jerusalem.
Praise the LORD.
LOVE AND GOD BLESS!
Amy
XXOO

Thursday, March 29, 2007

love this song! hehehe

Potters Hands
Beautiful Lord, wonderful saviour
I know for sure, all of my days are held in Your hands
Created into Your perfect plan
You gently call me, into Your presence
Guiding me by, Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life through Your eyes
I'm captured by, Your Holy calling
Set me apart
I know You're drawing me to Yourself
Lead me Lord I pray
Take me, Mould me
Use me, Fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hands
Hold me, Guide meLead me, Walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Just a random blog

I'm in a blogging mood, but have nothing really to blog about.. so I figured I'd just start writing and see where it takes me!! so here goes..

This week is my last week in Hamilton with mum and dad. I'm both excited!! and kinda sad... On Friday I'm driving back to Melbourne which means I get to see all my friends again it also means I can go back to work again! Can't believe I'm excited about going back I actually MISS work... (bet you I wont be saying that after I been back awhile!) Going back to Melbourne also means I'll be leaving my mummy and daddy back in Hamilton and although I managed last year just fine, I kinda started to get used to living with them again ='(

On Monday coming, I'll be having my doctors appointment. Hopefully we'll start organising things so that I can have my operation in the very near future =D but (there's always a but isn't there) the real test will be when I come off the steroids because they're reducing the inflammation in my bowel (sounds lovely I know) and when I stop taking them there's a chance it might flare up again.


Before I was sick, I was dreading going back to Uni.. I failed my bio subject last year and only really just passed chemistry which is pretty much what the entire course is! but now I can't go back I have realised how much I wanted to go back. Whats worse, is everyone else my age is either studying or working full time, and when I go back to Melbourne I'll only be working casual at Coles and bumming around which may sound good to some of you right now.. but when that's the only thing you have been doing for the past 4 months it you quickly get over it!!

I've decide I spend WAY to much time on MSN!! I need to find something other than sit online all day. I know that when I am back in Melbourne I'll have work and friends to see, but during the week while everyone else is working/studying I am going to need something new to occupy my time. I want to learn something new, something that will keep my brain active while I'm not at Uni. I have thought about reteaching myself piano but I don't have a piano or keyboard. Then I thought about learning a language. I used to learn German at school and enjoyed it, but all the course are held on the other side of the city. So I'm stuck.. what can I do?? I need ideas so if you have any LET ME KNOW!

Think I'll stop my ramblings here. I don't think this blog makes any sense, but that's what you get when you write down the same way you think. NO ORDER! hehe

Love

Amy
XXOO

Friday, March 16, 2007

Where I am now.. and Where i want to go..

Last night I couldn't sleep, as much as I wanted to I just couldn't.. it was one of those situations where your body is soo tired but your brain is more active than its been all day. I'm not sure if it was because it was raining (which you all know doesn't happen that often anymore) or the medication I'm on at the moment (ill explain why later if I remember) anyway it seemed instead of falling into the nice slumber I wanted so desperately I was laying awake thinking...
I should probably start by explaining where I'm at now and telling you all a bit about myself..
I'm 19 years old and have grown up in a christian family all my life, but it hasn't been till recently that I have been open about it. Ive always told people I'm a christian if they ask but Ive not been one to go out and say 'hey! I'm a christian! WOO!'
I live with my grandpa in Altona, my parents moved to Hamilton, Vic, when I finished year 12 and I stayed behind so I could start uni. I'm studying Medical, Forensic Analytical Chemistry (yes it sounds smart doesn't it?) at Victoria University in Werribee and when I finish I hope to become a Forensic Chemist with the police!
I have Crohns Disease, an inflammatory bowel disease, and in some regards I have probably been in 'denial' about it. I'm the type of person who hates admitting I'm sick because I know it means I'll have mum going 'are you alright?' every 5 minutes. I was diagnosed with Crohns in 2004, and until recently haven't had any problems with it. I am now getting over what they call 'flare up' a few weeks ago I spent a week in hospital being pumped with drugs! (yep! I know it was great! haha!) Because of this flare up I have had to make the unfortunate decision of post-poning my studies, so I can have an operation to 'cut out the bad bit' and this will HOPEFULLY be taking place in the next few months. My brother has Crohns as well, and he had the operation quite awhile back and he is now 'cured' so god willing I to will be 'cured'
I work at Coles, I'm a checkout chick! I was a supervisor, but I think that will unfortunately change because of me being away so long, and seeing as I'll be having a bit of time off in the next few months...
So last night I was thinking about my life and how its changed since I finished high school in 2005 (feels like a lifetime ago). I was also thinking about how I have changed as a person because of the people I have met and become close to since finishing year 12.
My friends have changed. In high school I was apart of a great group of girls, Megan, Stacey, Kylie, Kelly, and Lauren. There was also Christine, Cat, Amanda, and Tash who I hung out with quite a bit! Then when we all finished school, seeing each other became less and less. But that's when I met a great group of guys! My bestest bud Manda from Hamilton (where my parents live) asked me to Ocean Grove for what some would call 'schoolies' but wasn't. We met the guys there and have been mates since. Of course things have changed in our 'group' because of differences we all have but all in all we still good friends! Me and Megan became absolute best friends after school finished, we were inseparable, we did everything together. But again things changed, towards the end of last year.. we had our differences, and we both became busy with both of us working, and me studying. I also I became closer to my mates at church! Especially Aaron, he's a great guy who's at college training to be an officer and hes going to be an awesome officer when hes finished!
Living away from mum n dad meant that I had to make the choice to go to church, mum n dad had never forced me into going of course, but me getting my licence meant I could go when I want if I wanted. This is when I think I really started to become closer to God. I started to enjoy going to church, I no longer saw it as I HAD to be there, I actually WANTED to be there.
Me being sick has also brought me closer to God. I know many people say that when they're sick because they need God only when times are desperate, and I must admit that I can be one of those people. BUT last night, while I was doing all of this thinking I honestly felt that I wanted to become more and more closer to God.
Now that I have told you where I am now, I will now as my title states tell you where I want to go..
It seems god is giving me the confidence to tell people I am a christian. For the past few months now I have had the same song come randomly into my head. I'm sure all those who went to Sunday school will remember it.. it goes 'I am a C, I am a C.H, I am a C.H.R.I.S.T.I.A.N, and I have C.H.R.I.S.T in my H.E.A.R.T and I will L.I.V.E E.T.E.R.N.A.L.L.Y!!
I want to become even closer to God, and to do this I'm going to use this blog to write down my thoughts on things that are happening in my life. I'm going to ask all those that read this blog to give me their thoughts on what I write.. I'm not sure how often ill make a post but be patient because I'm sure it will be worth the wait! =P
Love and God bless!
Amy
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