Friday, June 8, 2007

You make me wanna shout! Hallalujah!

WoooHoooo!! Well I'm back! Not that its been that long, but It was today last week I had my surgery! GOD IS AWESOME!!

We arrived at the hospital early Friday morning as told, only to find out I was last on the list! This meant that we would be spending most of the day waiting around. YAY! haha nah it wasn't to bad, the Pre-Surg nurses gave me and mum a pager so we could go wander around. At 11.30 we were to be back in Pre-Surg as this would be when the team who would be doing my surgery would start to come and give us a brief on what would be happening.

The first to come see us was the anaesthetist he told me what he'd be doing to keep me from feeling anything while the surgery was happening and what pain relief I could receive. This is where my first fear was relieved, He told me I didn't have to have an epidural unless I really wanted one, which of course I really didn't! That was what scared me most about the whole procedure, only because I didn't fully understand what it meant. Someone had told me I wouldn't be able to walk and that it would hurt getting it done in the first place.

The second doctor to come see us was one of the surgeons, he came down to explain what exactly they would be doing and what the risks involved were etc. Most of these we knew... then he mentioned doing something to my Kidneys! Me and mum just looked at each other 'What the??' He then explained that the area where my bowel was so inflamed, was in the same area as the tube that connects the bladder to the kidney so in order to protect the tube from being cut accidental they would first stick a catheter (stint) inside so they could see it. This stint will then be removed in 6 weeks or so apparently =S We were then left to wait till about 12.30 when the nurse came and stuck angel cream on my hands so that when the stuck the iv in when I got to theatre it wouldn't hurt! Gotta love the kids hospital =D At 2pm the time finally arrived, the nurse walked us to the theatre where they sat me on a bed. They then wheeled me into the room where they put you to sleep. That's the last thing I remember =P


I awoke later that night and was told that approximately 26cm of my bowel was removed and they had also found the cause of my sore leg! They found an abscess (pretty much a bag of pus, eww) attached to the muscle of my leg! The doctor was surprised that I only had a slight limp because of it, and that I wasn't in heaps more pain. (All thanks to God I say!!)

Recovery went really well! Again I surprised the doctors and the best part was I wasn't feeling any pain, only using the morphine to sleep and for those damn heparin injections GO GOD! =D I was able to get up to the toilet on Saturday, already starting to feel hungry and hearing noises in my tummy on Sunday, STARVING Monday but still not allowed to eat or drink :( Tuesday I was finally allowed clear fluids so the ward went through there jelly, juice and cordial pretty quick hehe and then Wednesday! I was allowed to eat!! My first meal toast and honey with apple juice. YUM! THURSDAY HOME!!

Thanks to everyone for their thoughts and prayers. God really did answer them and is continuing to do so with a speedy recovery! GOD IS GREAT!!

Love and GodBless
Amy
XXOO


Thursday, May 31, 2007

Big day tomorrow! EEEEEK!

Hi Everyone! Its been a long time between blogs, I have been really busy with work and other stuff getting ready for my big day tomorrow!! As most of you probably know (or have read) I'm having my operation tomorrow!! =D ITS EXCITING! SOOO I would leave a blog today seeing as I wont be blogging for a couple of weeks or more...
Not really much to say I must admit! I do want to say that I feel privileged to have such great family and friends looking out for me!! I want to thank all those that are praying for me =) I also want to thank those that are just thinking of me. I didn't realise how many friends I actually had! I don't want to sound big headed or anything, But so many people have said that they'll come visit me in hospital or at home when I'm out! hehe I feel really special!!
So the big day is tomorrow! Its come around so fast! I think I have pretty much worked nearly everyday since I found out the date just to keep myself busy in order not to think to much about it all! Also because I wont be earning any money for the entire time I'm off work so yea!! that was my boss excuse to get me to work hahaha! 'Amy you'll need the money, work for me tomorrow?' I'm still not nervous, everyone keeps asking but i don't think the nerves will hit until I need to sleep tonight! I pray the nerves don't hit at all! that would be awesome!
I went out last Saturday night, It was my last weekend out for awhile! For dinner Aaron and I went to the Werribee youth 'Dinner with the boys/girls' Pete Stamp organised it and it was very well done! There are so many new youth there now!! Its amazing I hardly knew anyone there which I think is a good thing because it means God is bringing in new youth to werribee!! PRAISE GOD!! After dinner I went and met some friends in the city at the Elephant and Wheelbarrow Pub! It was pretty good, must admit not as much fun as dinner though!!
Hmmm I think that is pretty much all my news for now! Hope all is going well in your lives, MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL! and Thanks again for all your thoughts and prayers!
LOVE YOU!
Amy
xxoo

Monday, May 14, 2007

WoooHoooooo!! Good news!! God is GOOD! =D

WOOHOOO! Today was a goood day! Today i finally got the long awaited news of when my operation will be! Its going to be the afternoon of Friday the 1st of June =D 3 Fridays away! Very Exciting! Its also a little nerve wrecking, I also got the pleasure of hearing all the risks involved...
For instance,
  • If the end-part of my bowel that they cut out can not be joined properly, there may be the need for a colostopy bag (spelling) which wouldnt be nice. (that would only be a temporary thing tho =] )
  • Theres also the chance of infection and bleeding (same as any other major operation really)
  • Theres the chance that other parts around the inflammed part of my bowel also may be affected/or damaged, which would have to be fixed.
  • Umm there was other stuff mentioned I think but I cant remember exactly

So anywho, Ill be having this operation which will make me ALL better! Well pretty much anyway! =D The operation itself involves removing approximatly 30 cm of my bowel, where the large and small bowel join. They will also remove my appendix seeing as its there and removable! haha fun!

Thats my news for now! Please keep me in your prayers in the coming weeks, leading up and after. In leading up to the operation I'll be coming off all the drugs that are helping me feel alright at the moment so theres a chance that I'm not going to feel the best. BUT the operation is for the best!! hehe WOOOO! GOD IS GOOD! PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED! =D

LOVE AND GODBLESS!

Amy
xxoo

Thursday, May 3, 2007

Its RAINING its POURING! THANKYOU GOD!

This week I have sooo much to thank God for!! First of all, he helped me write an AWESOME bible study on Grace for Tuesday night! hehe I say its Awesome anyway not sure what everyone else thought!
Then Wednesday, My mummy rang my doctor because I have been getting pain in my tummy again and he told us that he was talking to the surgeon at the Children's Hospital and they have decided to go ahead and do my op! They aren't going to worry about asking permission because of my age, because the surgeon is retiring real soon so they wont be able to do much about it! HAHA! yayayaya! Soooo when I go for my next Doctors appointment on the 14th May, Ill be seeing both my doctor and the surgeon and we will pretty much be getting a date for my op! WOOOOOOHOOOOO! PRAISE GOD!! He really does answer prayer you know!
TODAY! I travelled to Hamilton where my Mum and Dad live with my 3 little brothers. The trip was really good!! It seemed to go forever but at the same time I enjoyed it! As It started off quite warm when I left Melbourne, the sun was out and making my car quite hot! But as I started to get closer to Ballarat I could see these dark clouds hovering. They were BLACK! As i got into Ballarat though, it still hadn't started to rain. I was beginning to think that the message mum had sent me saying 'Be Careful its raining heavily' wasn't needed!! I was listening to the Christian radio station on the way through Ballarat. Normally the guy on there is REALLY boring, He has only one tone in his voice and doesn't seem to excited about his job even though he IS able to spread the Good News over Ballarat and the surrounding community. which to me SHOULD be exciting. Anyway, I was listening and today instead of this boring guy they had more songs! I didn't know any of them but I was listening and a song came on called 'Healing Rain' and just as that came on it started to rain heavily!! Before there was only a little bit of drizzle not even enough to wet sponge. BUT now IT WAS POURING!! It was really cool driving out of Ballarat listening to this song. It was like God was healing the earth from the drought. It was AWESOME!
These are the lyrics, Imagine driving down the country road while its POURING with rain and you will have a small glimpse of how amazing it was today. The words are more about the healing God gives to Us but still IT WAS AWESOME!
'Healing Rain' By Michael W Smith
Healing rain is coming down
It's coming nearer to this old town
Rich and poor, weak and strong
It's bringing mercy, it won't be long

Healing rain is coming down
It's coming closer to the lost and found
Tears of joy, and tears of shame
Are washed forever in Jesus' name

Healing rain, it comes with fire
So let it fall and take us higher
Healing rain, I'm not afraid
To be washed in Heaven's rain

Lift your heads, let us return
To the mercy seat where time began
And in your eyes, I see the pain
Come soak this dry heart with healing rain

And only You, the Son of man
Can take a leper and let him stand
So lift your hands, they can be held
By someone greater, the great I Am

Healing rain, it comes with fire
So let it fall and take us higher
Healing rain, I'm not afraid
To be washed in Heaven's rain

To be washed in Heaven's rain...

Healing rain is falling down
Healing rain is falling down
I'm not afraid I'm not afraid...
OHHH and I saw a WHOLE rainbow! Not just half, but a FULL RAINBOW!! It was absolutely beautiful, I had to keep reminding myself to watch the road! GOD IS GOOOOOOD!! WOOOOO!

Love and GOD BLESS!
Amy
xxoo

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Grace... So what??

Tonight was my turn to do Bible Study, It went pretty well I think. People were left kind of quiet so hopefully that is a good thing! I decided that I would talk about Grace. This is because of a comment my dad left me on the blog 'Ive Changed' saying "Grace is a good thing!". I had no idea what he meant by this so I asked him. Of course dad being dad said "do a word study on grace and get back to me"

So thats how it all began! These are my notes from my bible study 'What I've learnt about Grace'

Studying Grace

I started by reading different articles on the net bout Grace

Just about all of them summed up grace as Gods free and undeserving gift of salvation to us all

That wasn’t what dad was looking for though; he wanted me to read every verse with the word grace in it. I found 124 verses in the bible, and no way was I going to read all those (I did try but that confused me more). So I went back to reading up articles on the internet. I decided that in order to be like Jesus we had to live by Grace, and grace was being able to forgive others sins committed towards us without expecting anything back in return. I gave dad my answer and he was happy enough with it, even though he said I would never stop learning about Grace.

I then got a book off Aaron called ‘transforming Grace’ I found that this gave a further explanation of Grace and what it is all about to live by Grace.

What is Grace?

Gods free and undeserving gift of salvation to us all

Romans 3:10-12
10As it is written: "There is no one righteous, not even one; 11there is no one who understands, no one who seeks God. 12All have turned away, they have together become worthless; there is no one who does good, not even one."
No one deserves more of Gods grace than another person. Whether we Christians or whether we are murderers. In Gods eyes we are all equally sinful. No matter what the sin we have committed is.

Isaiah 53:6
6 We all, like sheep, have gone astray, each of us has turned to his own way; and the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all
That’s one of the best descriptions of sin in the bible, ‘each of us has turned his own way’ sin is going our own way, rebelling against God, any act done that is without reference to God. For example, one person’s way may be to give money to a charity while another person’s way is to rob a bank. But neither act is done with reference to God, both persons have gone ‘his own way’

Romans 11:6
6And if by grace, then it is no longer by works; if it were, grace would no longer be grace
Some people believe that in order to be saved, we must work and do good to prove to God that we are worthy, as well as believing that God saved us by Grace. This isn’t what Gods Grace is about. God sent us his son to die for us so that we will live eternally with him. It is only by Grace we are saved.

Titus 2:11-12
11For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men. 12It teaches us to say "No" to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age,
Therfore we are able to live by Grace and by doing so, be moved to do good works/deeds

Living by Grace

Matthew 20:1-16 – The Parable of the Workers in the Vineyard
1"For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire men to work in his vineyard. 2He agreed to pay them a denarius for the day and sent them into his vineyard.
3"About the third hour he went out and saw others standing in the marketplace doing nothing. 4He told them, 'You also go and work in my vineyard, and I will pay you whatever is right.' 5So they went.
"He went out again about the sixth hour and the ninth hour and did the same thing. 6About the eleventh hour he went out and found still others standing around. He asked them, 'Why have you been standing here all day long doing nothing?'
7" 'Because no one has hired us,' they answered. "He said to them, 'You also go and work in my vineyard.'
8"When evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, 'Call the workers and pay them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on to the first.'
9"The workers who were hired about the eleventh hour came and each received a denarius. 10So when those came who were hired first, they expected to receive more. But each one of them also received a denarius. 11When they received it, they began to grumble against the landowner. 12'These men who were hired last worked only one hour,' they said, 'and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.'
13"But he answered one of them, 'Friend, I am not being unfair to you. Didn't you agree to work for a denarius? 14Take your pay and go. I want to give the man who was hired last the same as I gave you. 15Don't I have the right to do what I want with my own money? Or are you envious because I am generous?'
16"So the last will be first, and the first will be last."
In this parable, Jesus is telling us that in the kingdom of heaven, Gods rewards system is not based on merit but on grace. The landowner represents God, showing us that God is graciously aware of our needs and is always working to meet them.

To live like Jesus we must live gracefully

Colossians 3:12-14
12Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. 13Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. 14And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity
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To live with Grace we need to have the characteristics described above. We must be able to show compassion, kindness, humility and gentleness towards others. As well as forgiveness and forbearance

First of all we must be thankful to God for everything he has done for us. By having a thankfull attitude, this will lead us to feel content. In feeling content, living by Grace will be easier. Its hard to show Grace towards others if we feel unhappy with who we are or what we have.

We must show compassion towards others. In other words we must be able to show mercy, pity towards others. Show them that we care. Show kindness and love to everyone! Not just people you like or know, but everyone!

We must ‘clothe ourselves in humility’. Living with pride is the opposite of living with humility, a person with pride would say ‘because I have been faithful and obedient god has blessed me’. Where as a person living with humility would say ‘because of Gods grace at work in me, I have been motivated and enabled to be faithful and obedient’

Forbearance pretty much means ‘put up with’ each other, or be patient with one another. We must put up with or over look the faults and thoughtless acts of others. Again be able to show compassion and kindness to them, even if they annoy you to wits end!

Forgiveness, My dad mentioned the parable of the unmerciful servant
Matthew 18:21-35
21Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?"
22Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times
23"Therefore, the kingdom of heaven is like a king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants. 24As he began the settlement, a man who owed him ten thousand talents was brought to him. 25Since he was not able to pay, the master ordered that he and his wife and his children and all that he had be sold to repay the debt.
26"The servant fell on his knees before him. 'Be patient with me,' he begged, 'and I will pay back everything.' 27The servant's master took pity on him, canceled the debt and let him go.
28"But when that servant went out, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred denarii. He grabbed him and began to choke him. 'Pay back what you owe me!' he demanded.
29"His fellow servant fell to his knees and begged him, 'Be patient with me, and I will pay you back.'
30"But he refused. Instead, he went off and had the man thrown into prison until he could pay the debt. 31When the other servants saw what had happened, they were greatly distressed and went and told their master everything that had happened.
32"Then the master called the servant in. 'You wicked servant,' he said, 'I canceled all that debt of yours because you begged me to. 33Shouldn't you have had mercy on your fellow servant just as I had on you?' 34In anger his master turned him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed.
35"This is how my heave
nly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart."
This parable is pretty self explanatory. We must be able to forgive others as God has forgiven us. If not, he will treat us like the master treated his unmerciful servent

So this is pretty much a summary of what I have learnt in the past few weeks! I must say it is much easier to live by Grace while all your doing is reading and talking about it. Now the challange comes now that I have 'finished' my word study.

Hope you have all learnt something by reading this! May the Grace of God be with you always!

Love and GODBLESS!
Amy
xxoo

Friday, April 20, 2007

Been a rather interesting, busy week for a change..

Good Afternoon readers!! How is everyone?? You can probably tell I'm a little bit Hyper right now ,hehe, too much Chocolate maybe? but OH WELL its good for you I say! =P
This week has been quite the interesting week, and quite busy! Which is quite abnormal for me lately, but its been GOOD!
Sunday night, I went to church in Thornbury. Aaron was speaking so I went to support him! He did an excellent job! and YES GOD IS ABLE!!
  • God is able to save unto to the uttermost!!
  • God is able to transform lives
  • God is able to keep us from falling!!!
  • and finally God is able to keep promises! WOO! exciting stuff!!

(see Aaron i remembered, AND I didn't cheat... much hehe!)

Monday, hmm cant really remember much except I worked. Oh wait yes I do! Monday afternoon I was reading through peoples blogs, catching up on what I hadn't read etc. AND I noticed the Commissioner had replied to one of my comments saying MY previous blog was INSPIRATIONAL! haha I was sooo EXCITED!!! hehe!! I was like WOW the Commissioner had actually found time to read my blog!! WOO! (Thanks Commissioner!! it meant a lot =D) After finding this, I HAD to ring my dad!! hehe!
So Dad decided to have a look at this "Inspirational" blog and left me a comment saying "grace is a good thing" I wasn't too sure what this meant so I messaged him and asked. He told me to do a word study on it and get back to him. (Which I'm in the middle of doing, So when I'm done that will be my next blog)
Tuesday, However. was probably the most interesting day for me so I shall explain.
  • I awoke at 6am I had to start work at 7.30am, a first for me in a VERY long time. (I hadn't been up before 9am in who knows how long, let alone at work by 7.30! haha)
  • I finished work at 11am, planning to go back home to sleep, hehe. BUT unfortunately on my way home I experienced my first ever flat tyre! haha WOO! (NOT!) I was driving home, and coming up to the roundabout on Millers and Kororoit Creek Roads (those who know Altona will know where I mean).
  • I was driving round the roundabout and I kinda slid a bit.. didn't think much of it really until the car next to me *beeeeeeeped* and pointed at my back tyre, seeing as I was almost home I managed to drive home without any problem. Upon getting home I looked at my back left tyre, and sure enough! it was EXTREMELY FLAT! haha!
  • So I went inside and informed Grandpa. He went outside to have a look.
  • While he was outside, the phone rang! It was my dear Mummy, she was ringing to tell me that the Doctor who did my brother James' Surgery had rung her and asked if she would be able to make an appointment for me to see him! We had been praying that this would happen because If he decides to do the surgery, it would mean I wouldn't have to transfer to an Adults hospital, and I would get to have the surgery at the Children's Hospital, where my specialist is! So this has been pretty exciting! a real answer to prayer! So now we gotta keep praying that He will decide to do my surgery!
  • That afternoon, Grandpa and I changed my tyre, we found that it had been punctured with a flat piece of metal 1.5cm long and with my luck, had managed to run my tyre over while it was facing upwards! haha!
  • We booked in my car for new tyres, and to have the much overdue service on Wednesday.
  • That night was Bible Study! I have been really enjoying Bible Study. Its been really good to be around people my own age chatting and discussing our thoughts on God and the bible.
  • Tuesday night was Mandy's turn, she gave us all the spiritual gifts test to do! I hadn't really done one properly before so was quite intrigued as to what the results might be. I found out I have the gift of faith, followed by the gift of missionary, then Helps/service and then Poverty (voluntary)

When I found out about my gift of faith, It made quite a lot of sense to me. I've always had a strong faith I think, whenever something has happened I always thought that God knew what he was doing and He was always out there looking out for us. God is ALWAYS looking out for us he never lets things get too much for us to handle! I remember when I was little, mum and dad had just finished corps councils in Kaniva and everyone was leaving, when my new little Kitten decided to run out as everyone was leaving. It was pretty late at night, I was in bed, and seeing as Sarah was a black cat, mum and dad had no hope finding her in the dark. So they went to bed worrying and trying to figure out how they would tell me my cat had run away. Then next morning when they told me I was like 'Don't worry Mum, Jesus will bring her back!' mum had her doubts but sure enough that night Jesus did bring her back! and she has gone missing quite a few times since then and Jesus has always brought her back safe and sound. hehe! There have been many more times since then, where I believed that God was looking out for us, and although the situations weren't all good I have always believed that things happen for a reason, and God knows what he is doing. Some people say that its the power of positive thinking, that maybe so. BUT its also the power of having faith in God!

Wednesday was pretty uneventful, I got my new tyres and my car serviced! that was exciting! I also worked again, they called me in.. funny because I had just dropped my car off to be done, came out thinking now I owe Grandpa this money I'll have to work my butt off, and get some more shifts at Coles when hey presto! I get called in! haha! WOO!

That's pretty much it for this week.. yesterday was pretty boring, worked again (WOO!) and today hasn't been to exciting. I had my eyes tested. Found out I'm only minorly (is that a word? because the optometrist used it) short-sighted so don't NEED glasses unless it starts to bother me WOOOOOO!!! Grandpa also had a look over my car (as he does) and has noticed that there is a nut missing. NOW he wont let me drive it LOL! I don't know what it is this nut does but he wont let me drive it until it is replaced, and that wont be until next Thursday when the timing belt gets done! SO I'm car-less till then and will have to drive Grandpas car around ERGH!

Stay tuned for next week, when I hopefully will have finished my word study on 'grace' and I'll fill you all in on what I have learnt!

Love and God Bless!
Amy
XXOO

Thursday, April 12, 2007

I've 'changed'

Last night one of my good friends told me that I had changed, we caught up a few weeks ago after not seeing each other since new years. and last night we were chatting when out of nowhere he says 'you've changed' I was like huh?!

I mean I've thought I'd changed a bit, I was actually thinking about it the other day, but it was interesting to find out that it was noticable! Apparently my style has changed, I dress less 'emo' hahaha! which I agreed with! My style in music has changed, which to me hasn't too much because I've always been pretty open when it comes to music! I've also apparently become a lot nicer! haha I thought that was funny because Ive always been nice! hehe =P These things were all good things he said. But then he said there was a bad thing... He said I've become more religious. This I know is true, as you have read in recent blogs I have become closer to God and more outspoken about being a christian, this is what I thought, when I was thinking about how I had changed. I dont see this change as a bad thing though...

My friend is agnostic, he says that all religions are 'fictional'. When I asked why me being more religious was a bad thing he replied that 'it can turn people off you' I can see what he means by it, some non-believers see christians as 'different', people they have to tread carefully with. I experienced this a lot when I moved to Melbourne, and my friends found out dad worked with the Salvos and that I went to church. At first they saw me as the 'innocent one' or 'good girl', that if I said or did something that was 'bad' they would be shocked! They also tried not to swear around me (which was good, I can't stand swearing!!) But soon enough they realised that I really wasnt that different to them, the only thing was that I believed in God and they didn't and we left it at that.

By becoming a more outspoken christian I feel I've become a much happier person and as I was told 'much nicer'!! I dont think this is because my choice in clothes and music has changed, I would say its because of God! and now that I have become more open about my faith, I find it kinda disappointing when my friends see my beliefs as a bad thing. I may not be able to change my friends opinions on God (I pray that I do!) but I think that if people are 'turned off me' because of my beliefs then maybe they weren't the good friend I first thought..

To all those that think I've changed,
I may be more stylish in clothes, and have a 'better' taste in music than 6 months ago. BUT I have always been and always will be a Christian and if people dont like that, then all I can say is 'Im praying for you!'

Love and God Bless
Amy
xxoo